rain

I know i always say you have to put up with it but this is silly, surely there isnt any more rain left in our clouds.
2 more days at work, and im watching the rain from behind my desk.
england - so cheery in the winter!

confusion

its been a while! obviously not having internet at our flat has had a dramatic effect on my post a day! jason just told me it had ceased so i picked myself up again and thought id write.
ive realised alot over the last few days.......
1. i have as big a mouth as everyone tells me i have
2. i cant keep secrets
3. i cant make descisions
4. i should think before i act

i act on a whim and that gets me into trouble. i get so excited about the prospect of something and dont properly think things through, then i create a massive car crash of a mess to recover and not even do the thing in the end....... some people bump along with scapes and dents, i seem to have a complete write off. one after another....

on a plus side.....i have new jewellery box. its lovely x

chipped not broken

Thats what Katie told me yesterday, our hearts have been chipped a bit but not broken, my life has not fallen apart ive not been inconsoleable for days, i have made flippant decisions on a whim and its that that has caused me all the small heart ache ive ever had. but hearts are always repairable.

i failed my blog....i missed 2 days. but i dont care because it was because i had so much fun this weekend...its so important to laugh and to be laughed at, i feel like i almost forgot.
if you ever need to laugh, buy a funny mask it worked a treat for us x

weymouth here i come

for my first weekend off in ages...... i cant wait to see you katie and fran.......whoop de dooop
its funny it will take my mind off everything......and that will be good

three today...

doing well thats as many as the amount of cups of tea I have had.......

missing......

alot of things at the moment i think......

what is worse? missing something? or waiting to miss something?

Paddington Bear...

As it says in the metro today;

If Paddington bear entered the uk today from Peru with his suitcase and a note attached saying 'please look after this bear' it would have been seen as a plea for asylum and be placed in a detention centre. Six months in quarantine before he could go home to the Brown family. Offering a bite of a sandwich to a pigeon would have landed him a £500 fine and being an indangered species of spectacled bear he would have been whisked away to a zoo where he would have been introduced to a breeding programme for endangered species. But infact if he was a stuffed teddy left in a station then Mr Brown would have been required to tell station staff of a left item of luggage and as a result he would have been blown up by a bomb disposal squad due to a security risk. poor paddington.........