if you want the rainbow then put up with the rain

rain

2007-10-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

I know i always say you have to put up with it but this is silly, surely there isnt any more rain left in our clouds.
2 more days at work, and im watching the rain from behind my desk.
england - so cheery in the winter!

confusion

2007-10-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

its been a while! obviously not having internet at our flat has had a dramatic effect on my post a day! jason just told me it had ceased so i picked myself up again and thought id write.
ive realised alot over the last few days.......
1. i have as big a mouth as everyone tells me i have
2. i cant keep secrets
3. i cant make descisions
4. i should think before i act

i act on a whim and that gets me into trouble. i get so excited about the prospect of something and dont properly think things through, then i create a massive car crash of a mess to recover and not even do the thing in the end....... some people bump along with scapes and dents, i seem to have a complete write off. one after another....

on a plus side.....i have new jewellery box. its lovely x

chipped not broken

2007-09-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

Thats what Katie told me yesterday, our hearts have been chipped a bit but not broken, my life has not fallen apart ive not been inconsoleable for days, i have made flippant decisions on a whim and its that that has caused me all the small heart ache ive ever had. but hearts are always repairable.

i failed my blog....i missed 2 days. but i dont care because it was because i had so much fun this weekend...its so important to laugh and to be laughed at, i feel like i almost forgot.
if you ever need to laugh, buy a funny mask it worked a treat for us x

weymouth here i come

2007-09-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

for my first weekend off in ages...... i cant wait to see you katie and fran.......whoop de dooop
its funny it will take my mind off everything......and that will be good

three today...

2007-09-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

doing well thats as many as the amount of cups of tea I have had.......

missing......

2007-09-13T02:22:00.000-07:00

alot of things at the moment i think......

what is worse? missing something? or waiting to miss something?

Paddington Bear...

2007-09-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

As it says in the metro today;

If Paddington bear entered the uk today from Peru with his suitcase and a note attached saying 'please look after this bear' it would have been seen as a plea for asylum and be placed in a detention centre. Six months in quarantine before he could go home to the Brown family. Offering a bite of a sandwich to a pigeon would have landed him a £500 fine and being an indangered species of spectacled bear he would have been whisked away to a zoo where he would have been introduced to a breeding programme for endangered species. But infact if he was a stuffed teddy left in a station then Mr Brown would have been required to tell station staff of a left item of luggage and as a result he would have been blown up by a bomb disposal squad due to a security risk. poor paddington.........

So here I am.....

2007-09-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

So........... how funny, Im going to attempt to do this whole blog thing, I never kept a diary for longer than 2 weeks so the chances of me writing this for longer than that is slim, but someone assures me its a good way of getting everything out without the embarrassment of telling someone face to face.

I have learnt alot from that person from their blog, so hopefully you will all learn alot about me, and maybe you might not think me quite so weird/stupid/irrational/impulsive as before? or maybe it will just comfirm what you thought? who knows?

Also this is my way of noting down what Im doing on my placement, as in a years time there is no way ill remember and im well known for bashing out essays at last minute. A trait I want to change as i normally balls it up...........

Anyway thank you for the inspiration........i want a post a day ... thats my challenge for a whole year til Sept 12th 2008. 14:25 pm.

byyyyeeeee xxxxxxxx